I’m tired, I’m withdrawn, I’m never going back, never back to dawn, you cannot make me try for another moments breath, I’m being sucked in, the air leaving my chest…In this miserable void of my life, I walk into the quiet room, the people shudder at my feet, too anguished to try. I never decided to try for love, never wanted to breathe from above. I tried and in a context, I’ve died, I’m not ready to die again, I don’t deserve to be resurrected. I’m losing it all, no faith detected, I’m never turning around, never going down, I’ll stay, forever in this hateful energy field that is me, my life, I will stand up to the hell I will live this wreck with the endless scream. No turning back. The red rivers run down my arms in an endless red ribbon. No turning back. All I have are these memories of you, and I’ll never let go, I’ll die, I’ll resurrect out of humility, you breathe down my neck, I jerk out of tranquility, I find no one there but me, I’m cold, is it your ghost? You are here with me, never leave, I will freeze to death in time, let me be with you, I want to see it true, and my eyes are closing for the last time. It’s finally over, contained no more, but this tattered soul with you, hell froze over, I’m alone with you…